It's 1.51am, I woke up an hour ago, my mind can't stop thinking about work, there's a lot to be done, report report report and more report....I turn my computer on but still can't find the rythm to start typing my report. I opened my FB account but found nothing interesting so I closed it and suddenly I got the urge to start blogging.

Nothing to blog actually, it's raining, it's cold and very quite except for the rain drops on the roof. I kept on looking at the time in my computer and it's 2.05am. I guess I'm just procastinating on my work or maybe not. I missed a quiet moment like this, ever since I have my little angel I hardly can find some quite time for myself. If I'm not buzy taking care of my baby I'll be buzy with work and no more hanging out with friends. I'm no longer in the picture when friends go out having a time out but I feel alright with that because being close to my baby was all that matter.

Missing My Little Boy

Tonight is the toughest night for me, ever since I hold him in my arms for the first time up until now, I have never been away from my baby boy. Feels like I just wanna start the engine and race home to see him.

I called up home to ask how he was doing and I can hear him in the background crying, but then mum told me not to worry too much and focus on my work while I'm here, after all it's only for 4 nights.


Mummy will be home Friday night so now daddy will take care of you. Sleep tight my little angel.